Showing posts with label A ponder. Show all posts
Showing posts with label A ponder. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Unintentional Intention

So, I didn't mean to do a blog on nothingness, which should have been the title to my last entry, but hey, we'll just save it for later.  Okay, I'm doing it again.  BABBLING.  No, I'm not from the city of Babel.

Well, what I really intended to write was that life is so full of wonderfulness, and i really appreciate artists that capture life's beauty into a picture, or written words, or a song.  And i love the fact that some of my very best friends/frogs are these artists.

Life...
 so much more than getting a degree that declares you can provide adequate care for people.  
A life,
 is worth much more than the nitty-gritty-itty-bitty-barby-warby (okay, made up the last two words) details that make "adequate care".  

Sometimes 
it pains me that right now as I'm "caring" for a patient, I'm really caring more about me, and the skill that I'm doing, and that I'm proving to my instructor that I'm capable.  

Because... 

what about the life 

that is in this bed.  Am i really caring for it by not paying attention to it?