Unintentional Intention

So, I didn't mean to do a blog on nothingness, which should have been the title to my last entry, but hey, we'll just save it for later.  Okay, I'm doing it again.  BABBLING.  No, I'm not from the city of Babel.

Well, what I really intended to write was that life is so full of wonderfulness, and i really appreciate artists that capture life's beauty into a picture, or written words, or a song.  And i love the fact that some of my very best friends/frogs are these artists.

Life...

 so much more than getting a degree that declares you can provide adequate care for people.  

A life,

 is worth much more than the nitty-gritty-itty-bitty-barby-warby (okay, made up the last two words) details that make "adequate care".  

Sometimes 

it pains me that right now as I'm "caring" for a patient, I'm really caring more about me, and the skill that I'm doing, and that I'm proving to my instructor that I'm capable.  

Because... 

what about the life 

that is in this bed.  Am i really caring for it by not paying attention to it?

When?

I haven't been blogging.  Which was bound to happen, since I've ended my summer days.  And just now when I viewed my blog I was wondering... Who changed my template?  And how did someone change my template?  Plus, the template is not that appealing...

But, I soon realized that it was me.  I did it. I'm the culprit to my own mystery, which didn't really last too long.  Tops, like 30 seconds.

So now I've come up with a new mystery.  When.  When did that happen?  And since there is no timestamp on when someone changes their template.  This one will surely remain a mystery.